I hate this.
Unerving. Unsettling. Unecessary treatment.
Not knowing whether to rebel or surrender.
Explode or resist.
It was beyond my control.
Those dark dim feelings I tried to tame.
I felt trapped outside of reality
Only his touch could bring me back.
What was miscommunication, felt more like refusal
And a fire began to stir inside me.
So when its sparks seized my soul
Its power was out of my hands
Once the blaze had passed
All I was left with was it damage.
All I’ve ever been left with is damage goods.
Hurt left from someone’s previous passing.
The only thing that held me around was the notion I was different.
Better even. I could make a difference.
Wrong. Dead wrong.
I was worse.
My mind was held captive by grim shadows.
Voices whispering paranoia.
Trust? Can’t say I’ve ever truly had it.
I was born with jealousy, deceit, and greed embedded in my blood.
Is it possible to reverse the tides of fate?
To redirect the script DNA has chosen for you.
Completely reconstruct and evolve into the human you desire.
Some say it’s not. Change is unimaginable. Impossible.
A human’s nature is forever cemented.
